People who used to love me are present and still do love me.
I meet new people who care about me.
Sometimes there are people who will care for me and take care of me.
When I'm asleep, sometimes I don't have responsibilities.
I don't feel like a failure.
Or a loser.
Sometimes I don't feel guilt or self loathing.
I don't feel like I want to be better but I don't know how to be.
Sometimes I don't feel like my personhood has been revoked.
Sometimes I'll settle for sometimes.
Sometimes is better than this.
